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Review: Conditions of a Heart by Bethany Mangle

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Conditions of a Heart by Bethany Mangle

Conditions of a Heart
Bethany Mangle
Margaret K. Mc Elderry Books
Published February 20, 2023

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About Conditions of a Heart

For fans of Talia Hibbert and Lynn Painter comes a funny and unflinchingly honest story about a teen who must come to terms with her disability and what it means for her identity, her love life, and her future.

Brynn Kwan is desperate for her high school persona to be real. That Brynn is head of the yearbook committee, the favorite for prom queen, and definitely not crumbling from a secret disability that’s rapidly wearing her down. If no one knows the truth about her condition, Brynn doesn’t have to worry about the pitying looks or accusations of being a faker that already destroyed her childhood friendships. She’s even willing to let go of her four-year relationship with her first love, Oliver, rather than reveal that a necessary surgery was the reason she ignored his existence for the entire summer.

But after Brynn tries to break up a fight at a pep rally and winds up barred from all her clubs and senior prom, she has nothing left to prop up her illusion of being just like everyone else. During a week-long suspension from school, she realizes that she doesn’t quite recognize the face in the mirror—and it’s not because of her black eye from the fight. With a healthy sister who simply doesn’t understand and a confused ex-boyfriend who won’t just take a hint and go away like a normal human being, Brynn begins to wonder if it’s possible to reinvent her world by being the person she thought no one herself.

My Review

One of the things that this book does so expertly is beginning in the middle. Brynn and Oliver have broken up. Brynn has crafted an entire pretend identity in which she isn’t disabled because she had some terrible experiences when the people around her knew about her health issues. We walk immediately into Brynn’s careful house-of-cards life with just enough time to understand what’s happening and why before the whole castle crumbles around her.

Another thing that I thought was really cool is Brynn’s relationship with her dad. He has the same condition she does, so he’s able to understand and empathize with her in a way that her mom and sister can’t, even though they want to help her.

Brynn has a really interesting character growth arc, too. At the beginning of the book, she’s convinced that keeping her medical diagnosis a secret will make her relationships with her peers less complicated and more stable. As the story progresses, though, she begins to see how many doors she closes by choosing to keep her disability secret (a choice that several characters are careful to point out is hers to make). It takes a lot for her to begin to imagine what a different life could look like, but once she does imagine it, she pushes up her sleeves and starts the work of trying to make that life happen.

All in all, I found this book to be a thoughtful, funny, and endearing story. I loved the romance elements, and the way the family and friend relationships impacted the story and grew through its telling. I think fans of EVERY TIME YOU GO AWAY by Abigail Johnson would really enjoy this one.

Content Notes

Recommended for Ages 14 up.

Representation
Brynn has Ehlers-Danlos syndrome. She’s biracial– white and Asian American. Her best friend is a lesbian and Latine.

Profanity/Crude Language Content
Extreme profanity used somewhat frequently.

Romance/Sexual Content
Kissing between boy and girl. References to sex.

Spiritual Content
None.

Violent Content
A boy hits another boy and a girl. Some bullying and ableist comments.

Drug Content
None.

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Review: Lucky Girl by Jamie Pacton

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Lucky Girl
Jamie Pacton
Page Street Kids
Published May 11, 2021

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About Lucky Girl

58,642,129. That’s how many dollars seventeen-year-old Fortuna Jane Belleweather just won in the lotto jackpot. It’s also about how many reasons she has for not coming forward to claim her prize.

Problem #1: Jane is still a minor, and if anyone discovers she bought the ticket underage, she’ll either have to forfeit the ticket, or worse . . .

Problem #2: Let her hoarder mother cash it. The last thing Jane’s mom needs is millions of dollars to buy more junk. Then . . .

Problem #3: Jane’s best friend, aspiring journalist Brandon Kim, declares on the news that he’s going to find the lucky winner. It’s one thing to keep her secret from the town — it’s another thing entirely to lie to her best friend. Especially when . . .

Problem #4: Jane’s ex-boyfriend, Holden, is suddenly back in her life, and he has big ideas about what he’d do with the prize money. As suspicion and jealousy turn neighbor against neighbor, and no good options for cashing the ticket come forward, Jane begins to wonder: Could this much money actually be a bad thing?

My Review

I loved a lot of things about this book. Here are a few, in no particular order: it’s not centered around a romantic relationship; it features people dealing with grief in really disparate ways and explores how that impacts their relationship; I love the friendship between Brandon and Jane.

So, first, I loved that LUCKY GIRL isn’t about the lotto ticket leading her to love. Not that there’s anything wrong with romance, but sometimes it’s nice to read stories that don’t center around romantic love, or the idea that being in love or finding the right person solves all the problems. I like that Jane navigates some tricky relationships and has to make decisions where the outcome isn’t obvious.

I also loved the friendship between Jane and Brandon. They had a great dynamic between them and it led to a lot of fun and a lot of truth coming out. Their friendship made LUCKY GIRL a really fun read.

Jane’s dad passed away years before the story begins, and Jane and her mom deal with that loss in really different ways. While Jane wants to be patient with her mom and understands that her issues spring from her grief, she also has a lot of frustration and fear about her mom’s behavior. That felt really real to me. I would have liked to see a little bit of what happened to her mom at the very end of the book, but I’m not sure if that would have tied things up too neatly? I’m not sure.

Since Jamie Pacton’s debut, THE LIFE AND (MEDIEVAL) TIMES OF KIT SWEETLY was one of my favorite books from last year, I feel like LUCKY GIRL had a lot to live up to. It’s a completely different story, but a really great one. I’m happy to have them on shelves next to one another, and I think readers who enjoyed Kit’s story will love Jane’s too.

Content Notes

Recommended for Ages 16 up.

Representation
Jane is bisexual. Her best friend Branon is Korean-American.

Profanity/Crude Language Content
Extreme profanity used with moderate frequency.

Romance/Sexual Content
Kissing between boy and girl. References to sex. In one scene, a boy briefly reaches under a girl’s shirt.

Spiritual Content
Jane writes private messages to her dad, who has passed on, through his Facebook page.

Violent Content
Holden and his friends throw water balloons at other people and shake an unanchored space. They’re obviously being jerks. In one scene, teens break into a gas station and damage an item.

Drug Content
The teens in Jane’s town spend weekend nights at the beach on the lake drinking alcohol.

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