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Review: Hazelthorn by C.G. Drews

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Hazelthorn by C. G. Drews

Hazelthorn
C.G. Drews
Feiwel & Friends
Published October 28, 2025

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About Hazelthorn

CG Drews, acclaimed author of Don’t Let the Forest In, returns with another deeply unsettling and yet hauntingly beautiful tale of murder and botanical body horror, perfect for fans of Andrew Joseph White and We Have Always Lived in the Castle.

Evander has lived like a ghost in the forgotten corners of the Hazelthorn estate ever since he was taken in by his reclusive billionaire guardian, Byron Lennox-Hall, when he was a child. For his safety, Evander has been given three ironclad rules to follow:

He can never leave the estate. He can never go into the gardens. And most importantly, he can never again be left alone with Byron’s charming, underachieving grandson, Laurie.

That last rule has been in place ever since Laurie tried to kill Evander seven years ago, and yet somehow Evander is still obsessed with him.

When Byron suddenly dies, Evander inherits Hazelthorn’s immense gothic mansion and acres of sprawling grounds, along with the entirety of the Lennox-Hall family’s vast wealth. But Evander’s sure his guardian was murdered, and Laurie may be the only one who can help him find the killer before they come for Evander next.

Perhaps even more concerning is how the overgrown garden is refusing to stay behind its walls, slipping its vines and spores deeper into the house with each passing day. As the family’s dark secrets unravel alongside the growing horror of their terribly alive, bloodthirsty garden, Evander needs to find out what he’s really inheriting before the garden demands to be fed once more.

My Review

If you wanted to read The Secret Garden as a horror novel, you need this book. It’s intense from the early pages. Events unfold so quickly and with so much suspense that there’s hardly a moment to catch your breath.

If you’ve read C.G. Drews work before, the loveable, tortured characters won’t surprise you at all. Evander is so eager to please and so desperate to see the good in others, even if he can’t imagine any good in himself. He believes some truly toxic things as the start of the story. As the plot unfolds, he begins unpacking some of those ideas and discarding the uglier ones.

From the beginning, he’s obsessed with Laurie, the boy who apparently tried to kill him years before the story begins. I was a little hedgy about the obsessive feelings because I struggle to get into a story where the enemies fall for one another too easily because *plot*.

However, by now I should know that I can trust the author to reveal reasons the obsession makes sense, and eventually, Evander’s feelings do make sense.

While this isn’t exactly a Halloween story, it’s got all the goopy, gory, darkness the genre promises, and Drews’ signature tortured, yearning romance. Reading this book was such a wild ride. Sometimes I wanted to look away, but more often, I wanted to know what happened. I’m already looking forward to what the author publishes next.

Content Notes

Recommended for Ages 15 up.

Profanity/Crude Language Content
Strong profanity used pretty frequently.

Romance/Sexual Content
Kissing. In one scene, the kissing leads to some violence.

Spiritual Content
Sentient or paranormally responsive plants.

Violent Content
Body horror, blood and gore. Some scenes show child abuse (locking a child in their room for extended time periods, physically harming them, forcing them to take medication), and disordered eating. One character feels intense shame about the way their mind works, which seems to result, at least in part, from ableist caretakers. Some scenes show a character eating or wanting to eat strange things.

Drug Content
Evander’s guardians force him to take a sedative, telling him it will help with his “episodes”.

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Review: Grave Flowers by Autumn Krause

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Grave Flowers
Autumn Krause
Peachtree Teen
Published September 2, 2025

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About Grave Flowers

A twisty, dark royalcore fantasy that takes the courtly intrigue of Hamlet and infuses it with the vicious ambition of the Boleyn family. For readers who love Holly Black and Sarah J. Maas.

“A sumptuously dark tale of revenge and atonement that beautifully explores the ties both duty and family use to claim us. From the first page to the last, I was dazzled.” —Erin A. Craig, #1 New York Times bestselling author of The Thirteenth Child

Marry the prince, then kill him.

Princess Madalina and her twin sister, Inessa, were born attached at the hand and separated right after. That’s the only time the sisters ever held hands. The girls’ personalities have been shaped in the Sinet family’s drive to make their kingdom more than what it is: unrespectable and loathsome, a damp place where deceit fills the palace walls like mold.

Madalina is different from her family. She’s considered the weak one and only finds peace in the garden, tending her magical flowers, which are pejoratively called grave flowers because they are ideal for torture and torment. Secretly, she dreams of escape and a new life.

Then Inessa, who was betrothed to the heir of a wealthy kingdom—Prince Aeric—gets trapped in Bide, a terrifying purgatory, and begs Madalina to set her free. Now, not only must Madalina take her sister’s place as Aeric’s bride-to-be, but she also must finish Inessa’s secret mission: Inessa wasn’t just sent to marry Prince Aeric, but to kill him, too, and solidify a profitable pact with his traitorous uncle.

On behalf of her family, Madalina will need to resist the infuriatingly clever prince—as well as her own heart—if she’s to free her sister and finish the job.

My Review

Dangerous plants star in this twisting tale of love and political intrigue. At first, it seems the flowers are simply a quirk of the fantasy world, and Princess Madalina’s passion project. As the story progresses, we learn more about the king’s experiment with them. It takes time for the connection between those experiments and the challenges Madalina faces to become apparent.

I liked the tenuous connection between Madalina and Aeric. They bond over their neglectful childhoods and the loss of parents they were closest to. They both hide big secrets.

I do wish there had been more explanation of Aeric’s behavior, though. Sometimes he would say wildly romantic things about wanting to protect Madalina forever and kissing no one else but her, as his betrothed. But then he would be aloof and remote at other times. I get that in those moments he withdrew on purpose. I think I just wanted a little more connecting of those two disparate parts of his personality, especially at the end.

Madalina and Inessa were born conjoined twins, separated at birth. The fact that they were conjoined is hidden from everyone but their parents. They each bear a scar on their hands from their separation. The scar connects them in strange ways, so the plot depends on conjoined twin magic in some places.

On the whole, the story world is dark and imaginative. I think that will appeal to a lot of readers looking for dark fantasy right now. The romance is tender and stays pretty PG, which makes this accessible to a broad audience.

Readers who enjoyed House of Salt and Sorrows by Erin A. Craig or A Forgery of Roses by Jessica S. Olson will want to check this one out.

Content Notes

Recommended for Ages 14 up.

Profanity/Crude Language Content
One instance of mild profanity.

Romance/Sexual Content
Kissing. References to human trafficking.

Spiritual Content
Grave flowers have supernatural abilities. Drinking the nectar of one flower reveals someone’s secrets. Another flower’s roots can devour a human. Madaline sees spirits or ghosts of people who have died. The people generally worship the Primeval Family, a group of powerful deities, who sit in judgment over humanity in the afterlife. One can sidestep facing judgment by being sent to Bide, a purgatory-like place.

Violent Content
Situations of peril. Several descriptions of murder. After her death, Inessa visits Madaline, but her body undergoes strange changes, such as decay and a hunger for unusual things, including an insect. Between the chapters of the story, records of experiments with the grave flowers show violent deaths, some at the hands of the plants themselves. References to child abuse and execution. Brief body horror.

Drug Content
Characters drink wine at social events. The prince tricks Madalina into drinking more wine than she intended, so she lowers her guard in conversation with him. The prince is apparently drunk in several scenes.

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Review: The Labyrinth of Souls by Leslie Vedder

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The Labyrinth of Souls (The Labyrinth of Souls #1)
Leslie Vedder
G. P. Putnam’s Sons Books for Young Readers
Published February 11, 2025

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About The Labyrinth of Souls

A darkly inventive fantasy for fans of Tim Burton, about a girl who can see Nightmare creatures from the forbidden Labyrinth of Souls.

In the Kingdom of Spinar, there are seven rules for safeguarding your soul from the Sorrows and Nightmare creatures—most importantly: never, ever enter the Labyrinth of Souls.

Ix Tatterfall has always been an outcast with big secrets: She can cross into the Labyrinth, home to the powerful Sorrows, and she can see strange Nightmare beasts when no one else can. Some, like the shadowy Inklings or bothersome Stubbed Toads, are merely a nuisance. Many more—like the Jimber-Jawed Hounds—are dangerous. Even deadly.

But something is very wrong in the Labyrinth. A terrible new Nightmare—a raggedy scarecrow called Jack—has been ravaging the misty maze, gobbling up wraiths and lost souls and allowing Nightmares to seep into the Waking World.

On one forbidden trip, Ix comes face to face with Jack. Worse, she’s apprehended by Candle Corps, an elite magical group that protects the kingdom against Nightmares. Instead of exile, Ix is allowed to enter the mysterious Candle Corps Academy. For the first time, she’s surrounded by others who can see what she sees: Morrigan Bea, a hot-tempered girl who might be a monster; Ollie Pembrooke, a shy boy who loves books and Dreamchaser dogs; and Hanky the Inkling, Ix’s faithful Nightmare companion.

But more and more Nightmares are bleeding into Spinar. Raggedy Jack is on the hunt for something—someone—from the Waking World.

Ix Tatterfall herself.

My Review

This book has such a creative story world. I loved all the names of the nightmare creatures, like Weighty Sloths, Teasel Weasels, and Sleepless Mice. The book description has it right– this feels like the kind of story world that Tim Burton would bring to the screen. Whereas I sometimes find Burton to drift into darkly gross storytelling, this book is more in the vein of darkly charming.

The characters are phenomenal, too. Ix has never had a friend besides the Nightmares before coming to Candle Corps Academy, but she soon warms up to the intrepid Ollie and moody Morrigan. Those three make a great team, and the story hints at the beginnings of a found family with Captain Kel and his husband. It’s super sweet.

I’m always a fan of a book with a cat-who-is-not-a-cat, so I loved Smiles, the mistcat who befriends Ix and helps her while she’s in the Labyrinth. The Labyrinth was an interesting landscape, too. I liked that it responded to people’s emotions, and that Ix, who felt weak and lost in the real world, had power and confidence in the Labyrinth.

If you’re looking for a spooky read that gives lots of Halloween vibes paired with a charming story world, this will be a perfect pick for the season. It’s also a really fun series opener about kids at a magic school, so reach for this next time you have a craving for something like that.

Content Notes

Recommended for Ages 8 to 12.

Profanity/Crude Language Content
None.

Romance/Sexual Content
Reference to romantic relationships between adults.

Spiritual Content
Contains fantasy creatures made of shadows. Some are harmless while others intend harm. The creatures live in the Labyrinth, a realm between life and death. An elite magical group called the Candle Corps protect people by capturing nightmare creatures. If someone’s soul becomes separated from their body, they will die.

Violent Content
Situations of peril. Monsters attack or trick the characters. Someone threatens to kill one character unless others do what they want. Some members of Candle Corps bully Ix and another character or say prejudicial things to them.

Drug Content
None.

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Marvelous Middle-Grade Monday

I’m sharing this post as a part of a weekly round-up of middle-grade posts called Marvelous Middle-Grade Monday. Check out other blogs with posts about middle-grade books today on Marvelous Middle-Grade Mondays at Always in the Middle.

Review: All the Way Around the Sun by XiXi Tian

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All the Way Around the Sun
XiXi Tian
Quill Tree Books
Published September 30, 2025

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About All the Way Around the Sun

From the acclaimed author of This Place is Still Beautiful comes an evocative, achingly romantic road trip story about grief, diasporic identities, and deep-buried secrets that haunt us, perfect for fans of Past Lives and The Farewell.

Stella Chen’s life ground to a halt when her brother unexpectedly passed away a year ago. Raised together by their grandmother in the Chinese countryside before rejoining their parents in the United States, his absence destroys the connective tissue in her family. With another jarring move her senior year, from rural Illinois to unfamiliar surroundings in San Diego, she is left alone and adrift in her family’s suffocating silence and the void of unanswered questions around her brother’s death.

So when Stella’s parents force her to join her estranged childhood friend Alan Zhao for a college tour all over California, Stella dreads it. Alan is a reminder of everything Stella wishes she could be — popular, gregarious, unburdened — and a reminder of how lost she is.

As this road trip takes Stella and Alan down beautiful coastlines and through fraught family dynamics, Stella can’t help but feel the spark of why she and Alan were once so close. Before long, they find themselves pulled into each other’s orbits, forcing unspoken feelings and long-hidden truths into the light.

My Review

I loved Tian’s debut novel, This Place is Still Beautiful, which is a story about family relationships and the connection to a place. I don’t keep a lot of the books that I review (I want to, but I just do not have room, sadly), but I’ve kept that one. So, as soon as I had an opportunity to review this book, I jumped at the chance.

And, wow… this book is every bit as powerful as I expected.

There’s something really special about a book that looks straight into the face of complicated grief and offers characters that feel incredibly real facing heartbreak that feels so present. That’s what this book does, but it’s not the only thing it does.

Stella is an incredible character. I immediately loved her, and really felt for her as she tried to navigate her way through her grief and the places it intersected with her parents’ expectations and her other relationships.

Periodically, the narrative is interrupted by chapters that speak directly to Stella’s brother, Sam. These describe memories, beginning back in her early childhood, when she and Sam lived in China with their grandmother. Each chapter brings the story closer to the present, and each one made me understand Stella’s relationship with Sam and how deeply she felt his loss in a deeper way.

So many of the side characters feel realistic, too. At one point, Stella and Alan stay with a Chinese couple who are friends with Stella’s parents. Stella has a conversation with her mom’s friend and ends up learning things about her mom that she never knew. That moment begins this process where Stella starts looking at her mother in a different way for the first time. It’s the first time she gets to see her mom through the eyes of one of her peers.

The story of her relationship with her parents is really powerful, too. There’s a scene toward the end that was so hopeful. I don’t want to give anything away, but one of the things Tian does SO WELL is show loving yet messy/complex family relationships.

Okay, I’ve cried twice just writing this review and thinking about moments in this book. If you like books about messy family relationships and grief, do not miss this one. It’s amazing. There’s also a sweet, slow burn romance, so LOTS to love about this book.

Content Notes

Recommended for Ages 14 up.

Profanity/Crude Language Content
Strong profanity used infrequently.

Romance/Sexual Content
Kissing. At one point, a drunk boy tries to kiss Stella without her consent. She manages to get away from him.

Spiritual Content
Stella recalls going to church with her grandma in China and mentions that her beliefs were a combination of Sunday School lessons and Chinese myths. As a child, she was afraid to fly from China to Illinois with her family because she thought that flying meant traveling through purgatory (which she understood as a place between heaven and hell) and that she’d have to die and come back to life in order to travel to America.

Violent Content
References to death. One scene describes what Stella imagines her brother’s death was like.

Drug Content
Reference to abuse of prescription drugs. Stella and Alan attend a party with college students. Stella sips an alcoholic drink and is accosted by a drunk college boy. She escapes him after a few moments.

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Review: Exquisite Things by Abdi Nazemian

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Exquisite Things
Abdi Nazemian
HarperCollins
Published September 23, 2025

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About Exquisite Things

From Stonewall Award–winning author Abdi Nazemian (Only This Beautiful Moment) comes the epic queer love story of a lifetime. Perfect for fans of The Invisible Life of Addie LaRue and The Picture of Dorian Gray.

Shahriar believes he was born in the wrong time. All he’s ever wanted is to love and be loved, but 1895 London doesn’t offer him the freedom to be his true self, and Oscar Wilde’s trial for gross indecency has only reaffirmed that. But one night—and one writer—will grant Shahriar what he’s always wished for: the opportunity to live in a time and place where he can love freely. Rechristened as Shams and then as Bram, he finds what feels like eternal happiness. But can anything truly be eternal?

Oliver doesn’t feel that 1920s Boston gives him a lot of options to be his full self. He knows he could only ever love another boy, but that would break his beloved mother’s heart. Oliver finds freedom and acceptance in the secret queer community at Harvard that his cousin introduces him to. When he meets a mysterious boy with eyes as warm as a flame, his life is irrevocably changed, forever.   

Spanning one hundred and thirty years of love and longing, this tale of immortal beloveds searching for their perfect place and time is a vibrant hymn to the beauty of being alive, a celebration of queer love and community, and a reminder that behind every tragic thing that ever existed, there is something exquisite.

My Review

I recently read Only This Beautiful Moment, so this wasn’t my first rodeo with Nazemian and storytelling spanning decades. One thing I have to say is that I didn’t have a hard time following the narrative through the different moments in time. Scenes take place in 1895, 1920, 1979-1982, and 2025. Each one contains some pivotal moments, from when Shahriar becomes immortal, to his meeting Oliver and the beginnings of their romance, to the found family Shahriar builds in London in the 1980s and the honoring of the death of one of his family members.

The story shows the rise and ebb of gay rights through those times and the decades in between. It celebrates the way that music inspires hope and new ideas. The story celebrates love as something that changes as we have new experiences. Sometimes love comes from biological connections, and other times, it comes from the family we choose.

Shahriar’s found family is a diverse group, with a Black transgender mom and gay dad and a Black lesbian sister. Each person finds the group at a critical moment. Some scenes show night life in Boston in the 1920s, while others focus on London nightlife in the 1980s.

The resounding truth that rings out through every stop on the timeline is that there have always been communities of queer people, even if they’ve had to exist in hiding. This isn’t a new phenomenon, and it isn’t going to go away. The story shows the heartache that a life in hiding causes but also the joy of community, love, and the power of living an authentic life.

All in all, it’s a beautiful novel. Nazemian’s writing is heavy on dialogue and lighter on setting details, which migh bother some readers. I found it easy to imagine the characters because of their distinct voices. If you like historical fiction and/or books with a lot of musical or literary references, put this one on your reading list.

Content Notes

Recommended for Ages 15 up.

Profanity/Crude Language Content
Strong profanity used somewhat infrequently. Homophobic slurs appear somewhat infrequently.

Romance/Sexual Content
Kissing. References to sex. Brief nudity.

Spiritual Content
Brief references to Oliver attending church.

Violent Content
Homophobic slurs. A parent hits a teen child. Reference to suicide. Characters are threatened with arrest or expelled from school if known to be gay. Multiple characters are caught in a fire. Someone threatens another person with a knife.

Drug Content
Two adult characters reference going to AA meetings. Characters walk in on a group doing drugs in the bathroom and quickly leave.

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Review: Make Me a Monster by Kalynn Bayron

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Make Me a Monster
Kalynn Bayron
Bloomsbury YA
Published September 30, 2025

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About Make Me a Monster

New York Times bestselling author Kalynn Bayron is back with a Frankenstein-tinged horror romance.

Meka is used to death. After all, it’s the family business.

As a newly certified mortician’s assistant at her parents’ funeral home, her days are not for the faint of heart. Luckily her boyfriend Noah isn’t squeamish, and Meka is finally feeling ready to say the three little words that will change everything.

But then tragedy strikes, and Meka’s world is torn apart. Nothing makes sense, especially the strange things start happening. Ravens are circling her home. Strangers are following her. Someone is leaving mysterious items at her door. And worst of all . . .

The dead don’t seem to be staying dead.

Meka thought she understood death better than anyone. Turns out, the family business is a bit more complicated than it seems. And Meka isn’t the only one desperate to unearth their secrets . . . because the truth may be worth dying for.

My Review

Meka’s job working as a mortician’s assistent is such an interesting part of this story. She prepares several “guests” for their wake or funeral services and even accompanies her father when he picks up new guests.

This is something that most readers won’t have a lot of knowledge about, including me, so it adds a lot of interesting background to the story. And as the darker side of the plot unfolds, it also makes a lot of sense why this was included in the story.

If you’re familiar with the story of Frankenstein, you might guess a couple of the plot points before the story reveals them. I didn’t find this to lessen my enjoyment of the story, though. In some ways, it was really satisfying to see Meka put the pieces together and figure out her own role within the story.

I really appreciate that the ending left unanswered questions. It made me think back through the story to try to predict what I think would happen and how it might go.

Because I’d read and loved My Dear Henry, Bayron’s reimagining of The Strange Case of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde, I think I expected the setting to be historical, like set during the time that the original Frankenstein took place. It’s set in the present day, though, and once I realized that, I adjusted to it just fine. I’ve read enough of Kalynn Bayron’s books at this point to know I’ll follow wherever the story leads and love it.

If you are looking for a contemporary story with a strong connection to Frankenstein, you will want this one on your reading list. It’s a great pick for a Halloween read.

Content Notes

Recommended for Ages 14 up.

Profanity/Crude Language Content
Strong profanity used infrequently.

Romance/Sexual Content
Kissing.

Spiritual Content
Some characters have the ability to reanimate the dead.

Violent Content
Situations of peril. Body horror. Meka prepares “guests” (deceased people) for viewing at a wake. (Not violent, but might be disturbing to some readers.) Loss of a person close to the narrator.

Drug Content
None.

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