Review: We Made It All Up by Margot Harrison

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We Made It All Up by Margot Wood

We Made It All Up
Margot Harrison
Little, Brown Books
Published July 12, 2022

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About We Made It All Up

Celeste is the talk of the town when she moves to Montana from Montreal, but the only friend she makes is Vivvy, the heir to the town’s name and a social pariah. Inspired by a passion-fueled school incident, they begin writing a love-story fan fic between the popular guy and the school stoner, one that gradually reveals Celeste’s past. While their bond makes Celeste feel safe and alive again, Vivvy keeps prodding Celeste to turn fantasy into reality. When they finally try, one drunken night on a dark mountainside, Celeste is the one who ends up kissing golden boy Joss. And Joss ends up dead.

Celeste doesn’t remember the end of that night and can’t be sure she didn’t deliver the killing blow. Could she still be that scared of getting close to a boy? Secrets are hard to keep in a small town, and even Vivvy seems to suspect her. Exploring the winding passages of the cave where Joss died, Celeste learns he had his own dark secrets, as does Vivvy. The town isn’t as innocent as it appears.

My Review

The opening pages of WE MADE IT ALL UP hooked me in immediately. Right away, I loved Vivvy and all of her glorious strangeness. It took me longer to figure out Celeste, I think because she felt very much like a person caught in their fight or flight instinct. Once I understood what was going on and why she acted that way, I found it much easier to connect with her.

In the book, Celeste and Vivvy write a love story about two boys in their town who appear to hate each other. I don’t know how I felt about that story. Like, was I supposed to judge the writing? Because it felt like something two high school kids could have written, which seems appropriate, since that is what it is? But also, it felt like… fetishizing? I’m not the right person to make that judgment call, I think. But it did give me some pause.

Beyond that, I think the focus on some of the heavier sexual content could be challenging for some readers. The story definitely gets dark in some parts.

I liked that the story has so many layers, though. It also has this winding feeling to it, where things tend to loop back around and add new information that changes what you think is happening. I love that. It reminded me a bit of WE WERE LIARS in that way.

On the whole, I liked the part of the story in which Celeste dealt with what had happened to her before she moved to her dad’s. I also thought the characters were really well developed and consistent.

Content Notes

Content warning for mentions of rape, sexual assault and sexual abuse, violence, smoking, drinking alcohol and mentions of drug use.

Recommended for Ages 14 up.

Representation
Major characters are white. One minor character is gay.

Profanity/Crude Language Content
Extreme profanity used somewhat frequently.

Romance/Sexual Content
Kissing between boy and girl. Kissing between two boys.

See violent content for sexual violence.

Spiritual Content
None.

Violent Content
One of Celeste’s teachers stalked and eventually raped her. No graphic description of the rape, but her trauma is evident.

Drug Content
Teens drink alcohol. Mentions of smoking marijuana. One character sells marijuana, too.

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Mid-Year Book Freak Out Tag

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Mid-Year Book Freak Out Tag

I’ve seen this Mid-Year Book Freak Out post a lot lately, and I love the idea. So, even though I don’t usually do tag posts, I’m jumping in. The closest thing I’ve really ever done before that I remember is the end of the year recap post, and I forgot to do that for last year.

How many books have you read so far this year?

Oof. I normally use Goodreads to track this, but my GR shelves are a mess right now. I’ve been reading and squirrelling away reviews of backlist titles. Forgetting to update my Currently Reading shelf, which appears on the sidebar of my blog. I’ve also been meaning to go through my TBR and remove books that I don’t actually want to or intend to read anymore. Yeah, that hasn’t happened yet, either.

Anyway, looking over my 2022 Reading List and counting up the books that I’ve read (even if the review hasn’t posted yet) my best guess is 107 books read so far this year. Which is a lot for me. Yay!

Here are some of the highlights on my Mid-Year Book Freak Out…

Best book you’ve read so far this year?

Bone Spindle by Leslie Vedder

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What you need to know: A gender-flipped retelling of sleeping beauty where the prince waits for a kiss to wake him, and two fierce, determined treasure hunters will stop at nothing to break his curse. Features a M/F romance and a F/F romance. I LOVED this book. I can’t wait for the sequel, and I will probably read/buy anything that Leslie Vedder writes.

Published January 11, 2022 | My Review

Best sequel you’ve read so far this year?

Elena the Brave (Old Rus #2) by Julie Mathison

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What you need to know: A girl from 1942 America is transported to a magical Kiev (spelling from the book) of the past where she must help a prince save his legendary father. I love this series so far. The characters are great and the world building is a really cool blend of history and magic.

Published March 1, 2022 | My Review

Most-anticipated release for the second half of the year?

I’m the Girl by Courtney Summers

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What you need to know: Two girls investigate the murder of a thirteen-year-old girl. Suspects are among wealthy, powerful people. Called a “spiritual successor” to SADIE, which I loved. Every book by Summers that I’ve read has been powerful and gripping. I’m really excited for this one.

Release Date: September 13, 2022 | My Review

Biggest disappointment?

Daughter of the Pirate King by Tricia Levenseller

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What you need to know: I liked the tenacity of Alosa, the pirate captain and daughter of the pirate king. The lore of sirens and their descendants had a creepy rapey thing going that I didn’t feel like was ever really challenged as wrong. I also found myself wishing some of the pirate behavior was called out as wrong, too, at least in the narrative, even if the characters themselves didn’t converse about it. I really enjoyed other elements of the plot, and I liked the book enough to read the sequel. But I was disappointed by those elements.

Published February 27, 2018 | My Review

Biggest surprise?

The Plentiful Darkness by Heather Kassner

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What you need to know: When another street kid steals her lunar mirror, Rooney chases him through a portal to a world where missing children have been banished to darkness. I loved the spooky storytelling and all the characters. There’s a lot of emotional layering, too. I’m not sure what I expected, but I wouldn’t have predicted that this would be one of my favorite books this year.

Published August 3, 2021 | My Review

Favorite new author (debut or new to you)?

Cold the Night, Fast the Wolves by Meg Long

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What you need to know: An icy planet. A race run with sleds and wolves. A girl whose only chance for survival depends on the race. I couldn’t put it down. Fantastic characters. Intense, action-packed story. It’s been months since I read this story, and I’m still thinking about the characters and some of the key moments.

Published January 11, 2022 | My Review

Newest favorite character?

Luca from BAD THINGS HAPPEN HERE. I felt all of her emotions. Got completely swept away in her desperation and grief. Her confusion. She’s probably not the most easily likeable character, but I love even that about her.

Bad Things Happen Here by Rebecca Barrow

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What you need to know: An island with a history of unsolved murders. A girl whose best friend and sister were both murdered on the island will stop at nothing to find out why.

Published June 28, 2022 | My Review

Book that made you cry?

Full Flight by Ashley Schumacher

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What you need to know: Romance between a saxophone player and mellophone player in the midst of a marching competition. Tragic story about “finding first love and what happens when it’s over too soon.” Um, yeah, I absolutely sobbed through the sad part of this one. I’m still not over it, and I love Ashley Schumacher’s books.

Published February 22, 2022 | My Review

Book that made you happy?

Anything But Fine by Tobias Madden

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What you need to know: An injury ends Luca’s dreams of dancing professionally and means he must start over: New school. New friends. New crush on the (reportedly) straight star athlete. There’s a lot of grief in this book, and that part totally gutted me, especially as a former dancer myself. But all the parts about figuring out new relationships and love and healing were amazing and so perfect. I loved them.

Published March 29, 2022 | My Review

The most beautiful book you’ve bought so far this year?

This Rebel Heart by Katherine Locke

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What you need to know: A magic river kept a girl’s family safe in WWII Hungary. Now she must decide whether to finally take her chance to escape to safety or fight for revolution. Oh. My. Gosh. The writing in this book left me aching. The magic. And the revolution. And the characters. I love it.

Release date: April 5, 2022 | My Review

What books do you need to read by the end of the year?

Well, lots of them! I missed a few from my winter and spring anticipated lists, so I definitely want to get to those before the year is out:

I Must Betray You by Ruta Sepetys

One for All by Lillie Lainoff

See You Yesterday by Rachel Lynn Solomon

Favorite book to movie adaptation you’ve seen this year?

I am terrible at keeping up with book to movie adaptations. If I haven’t read the book yet, I won’t watch it. On top of that, I’m not great at keeping up with movies, either. There are lots of book to movie or TV shows on my list, though. I’ve been thinking about doing a book vs. movie post when I do watch them to compare. A few on my list for those posts are:

Howl’s Moving Castle

Heartstopper

The Perks of Being a Wallflower

Favorite post you’ve written so far this year?

Hmmm. I’m not really sure what my favorite post might be. Probably a list post. My most recent list post is a summer reading list of backlist titles I’m hoping to read. These have been on my reading list for too long, and what better time to read them than the summer?

What are your favorite books you’ve read this year?

What books have you read this year that you are NOT done talking about? Are you looking forward to reading anything specific in the second half of the year?

If you created a Mid-Year Book Freak Out Tag post, link it in the comments so I can check it out and see what your favorites are!

Review: No One Is Alone by Rachel Vincent

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No One Is Alone
Rachel Vincent
Bloomsbury YA
Published July 12, 2022

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About No One Is Alone

From bestselling author Rachel Vincent comes a gripping and heartfelt story about a girl faced with a shocking revelation when her mom dies and she’s forced to move in with her father’s “real” family.

Michaela is a junior in high school, close with her single mom. Her dad lives a few towns away and pops in and out of her life only on holidays and birthdays. They barely know each other beyond surface obligations.

That is, until her mom dies. Suddenly on her own, Michaela has to move in with her Dad . . . and learns he’s been married with kids all this time, and she was the product of an affair. Before she can even grieve her mother, Michaela is thrust into a strange house with a stepmom and three half-siblings, including new sister Emery, who is in the same grade and less than thrilled at the prospect of sharing her room and school life. Will Michaela be able to let go of everything she’s ever known-and find herself anew-with a family who didn’t ask for her in the first place?

My Review

I feel like my thoughts on this one are complicated. First, it’s the second book in a row where I didn’t really connect with the main character the way I wanted to. Which is unusual for me. It makes me wonder if I’m just… grouchy or something? So factor that possibility into this review.

I thought the beginning of the book was great. It starts off when Michaela learns her mom died, and right away, her grief throws her into a tailspin. She feels so many things. So many things change faster than she can catch her breath. It drew me in, hooked me into the story.

I loved Gabe and Cody, Michaela’s brothers immediately. Cody is so sweet and so smart. Gabe has this easygoing, funny exterior but it feels like there’s more happening underneath that cheery surface. I wanted to get to know them more. Another character I really liked is Grammie, Michaela’s step-grandmother, who lives with the family and is terminally ill. I liked the way the relationship between them helped Michaela find her place within the family and even process some of her grief. Cynthia, Michaela’s stepmom also won me over pretty quickly. She’s got her issues, but she’s so clearly trying to love and care for all the people around her the best she can.

I found it harder to connect with Michaela. She’s stubborn, which is okay. I think her character was paced really well and the way her stubbornness impacted her other relationships made a lot of sense. She also grew a lot as a result of that stubbornness. And sometimes it led her to say things that needed to be said even though they were hard things to say.

You know that feeling when you’re in the car with someone and they take too long to start braking the car, so you feel your foot trying to stomp an imaginary brake pedal? I think had the reading experience of that feeling in this book. Which I think is maybe evidence that the author did a really good job with making Michaela a flawed, consistent character. And she does grow a lot.

Aside from all of that, let me say that Michaela joins a theater production of Into the Woods, so a lot of the story centers around that and around her performing with her brother’s garage band. I loved both those elements, but the cover copy mentions neither of them. But they’re both worth knowing about.

All in all, I feel like what I’m trying to say is that I think NO ON IS ALONE is a really well-written book. I just didn’t connect with it the way I’d hoped to. I think fans of WHERE STARS STILL SHINE by Trish Doller will like this one.

Content Notes

Content warning for death of a parent, drug abuse and overdose, teen drinking.

Recommended for Ages 14 up.

Representation
Major characters are white.

Profanity/Crude Language Content
Extreme profanity used somewhat infrequently.

Romance/Sexual Content
Kissing between boy and girl. Reference to sex. Michaela walks in on a couple who are making out and only half-dressed. She immediately walks back out.

Spiritual Content
None.

Violent Content
None.

Drug Content
References to smoking pot. A boy takes hydrocodone without a prescription. Teens drink alcohol in several scenes. Michaela drinks in at least one scene.

A girl discovers a boy unconscious and unresponsive after he accidentally overdosed on drugs.

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Review: The Charmed List by Julie Abe

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The Charmed List
Julie Abe
Wednesday Books
Published July 5, 2022

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About The Charmed List

After spending most of high school as the quiet girl, Ellie Kobata is ready to take some risks and have a life-changing summer, starting with her Anti-Wallflower List—thirteen items she’s going to check off one by one. She’s looking forward to riding rollercoasters, making her art Instagram public (maybe), and going on an epic road-trip with her best friend Lia.

But when number four on Ellie’s list goes horribly wrong—revenge on Jack Yasuda—she’s certain her summer has gone from charmed to cursed. Instead of a road trip with Lia, Ellie finds herself stuck in a car with Jack driving to a magical convention. But as Ellie and Jack travel down the coast of California, number thirteen on her list—fall in love—may be happening without her realizing it.

In THE CHARMED LIST, Julie Abe sweeps readers away to a secret magical world, complete with cupcakes and tea with added sparks of joy, and an enchanted cottage where you can dance under the stars.

My Review

So… somehow I missed that this book had magic in it? I went back and read the cover copy, and it does talk about there being charms and a “secret magical world”, but I guess I assumed that was metaphorical? Whoops on my part.

It isn’t a bad thing for THE CHARMED LIST to have magic. I just wasn’t expecting that when I started reading, so I felt thrown for a chapter or two. Once I understood the magic system and how it worked, I connected with the story more.

I enjoyed the fact that their families have sort of rival businesses or roles in the community. And the setup of Ellie and Jack being forced to go on the road trip together was great. I loved that.

One of the things that kind of bugged me was the history between Ellie and Jack and even her feelings about him. It felt like she made some pretty harsh judgments about him at a time when he was deeply grieving. I kind of wished they talked more specifically about that and that Ellie had more opportunity to own that perhaps she made some mistakes, too. There’s a little bit of that.

The whole premise is that she and Jack had a big falling out that she’s still nursing hurt feelings over, and I could understand her feeling hurt over what happened. What was hard to understand was that she never considered that he’d just lost his mom, whom they were both close to. I guess I felt like Ellie sometimes came across as shallow and selfish.

That aside, I enjoyed the story’s awkward flirty moments, secret magical towns, and lots of the side characters in the book. Ellie’s sister and Jack’s brother are probably my favorites, but I really liked Ellie’s best friend, too.

All in all, this was a fun summertime read with a little magic sprinkled in. I think readers who enjoy books by Sandhya Menon will enjoy THE CHARMED LIST.

Content Notes

Recommended for Ages 12 up.

Representation
Major characters are Japanese American.

Profanity/Crude Language Content
Mild profanity used infrequently.

Romance/Sexual Content
Kissing between boy and girl.

Spiritual Content
Some characters have the ability to make charms from recipes. They imbue things like luck to the user. Many people are unaware of the existence of the magic or places that sell magical items. Their existence is a closely guarded secret.

Violent Content
None.

Drug Content
None.

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Review: Set Me Free by Ann Clare LeZotte

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Set Me Free
Ann Clare LeZotte
Scholastic Press
Published September 21, 2021

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About Set Me Free

Three years after being kidnapped and rendered a “live specimen” in a cruel experiment to determine the cause of her deafness, fourteen year old Mary Lambert is summoned from her home in Martha’s Vineyard to the mainland to teach a younger deaf girl to communicate with sign language. She can’t help but wonder, Can a child of eight with no prior language be taught?

Still, weary of domestic life and struggling to write as she used to, Mary pours all her passion into the pursuit of freeing this child from the prison of her isolation. But when she arrives at the manor, Mary discovers that there is much more to the girl’s story — and the circumstances of her confinement — than she ever could have imagined. Freeing her suddenly takes on a much greater meaning — and risk.

My Review

Wow. I just finished reading this book, and I feel like so much of it is still running through my head. First off, I have to note that the historical setting was totally immersive. The writing style, the descriptions, the word choice, all of that felt like it belonged in the time period in which the story is set, in the very early 1800s. I felt like I could perfectly picture the island community where Mary lives.

The story has a strong sense of mystery and adventure to it. Mary, still fresh from her own trauma, journeys to a far away estate to care for a young girl. She doesn’t know much about the girl’s condition or her past, and still less about the house and staff who live there. She meets staff members with secrets and prejudices. As she begins to understand what the real situation is, Mary only becomes more desperate to help the young girl achieve her freedom and independence.

The story world captivated me, and so did Mary and the girl she at first calls Ladybird. The relationship between those two girls felt real and powerful. They are student and teacher, but so much more than that, too. I feel like this story really honors the reflective experience that happens when someone sets out to teach or give something and in return receives and learns so much more than they expected.

Another favorite thing about this book for me is the section at the back that offers historical details and context for elements from the story as well as things which inspired the book. I loved getting to know those extra bits of history and seeing how they fit into the way the story was constructed or influenced the book.

Conclusion

Readers who enjoy historical fiction will love this book. It reminded me of books like THE TRUE CONFESSIONS OF CHARLOTTE DOYLE by Avi. I haven’t read SHOW ME A SIGN, also by Clare LeZotte, which tells the story of Mary’s kidnapping and escape from a scientist who uses her as a “live specimen” in his experiments, but it’s now really high on my reading list!

Content Notes

Recommended for Ages 10 to 14.

Representation
Mary is Deaf and lives on Martha’s Vineyard, a community in which one in four people are Deaf. Several other characters are Deaf or Hard of Hearing. Minor characters are Native American.

Profanity/Crude Language Content
None.

Romance/Sexual Content
None.

Spiritual Content
Mary is a Christian and prays and quotes the Bible in several places.

Violent Content
A girl wears a chain on her ankle, tying her to the floor. Mary notices bruises and scars and guesses at the brutal treatment of a young girl. Someone attacks Mary, trying to choke her.

Several characters make racist comments against Black or Native American characters and/or show prejudice against Deaf characters. Mary is quick to condemn those behaviors and to chastise herself when she doesn’t speak up.

Drug Content
A young girl is sedated against her will or without her knowledge. Mary speaks against this forcefully.

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Review: Restore My Soul by Laura L. Smith

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Restore My Soul: the Power and Purpose of 30 Psalms
Laura L. Smith
Our Daily Bread Publishing
Published July 5, 2022

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About Restore My Soul

The book of Psalms is full of wonderful passages that illuminate the intimate connection we get to have with our Father. Despite the chaos of our busy lives, the Father is frequently whispering to our souls to spend time with Him. Dive into the power of the Psalms and be inspired to praise God as you read RESTORE MY SOUL: THE POWER AND PROMISE OF 30 PSALMS.

In each chapter, a Psalm is accompanied by personal stories that help to illustrate and explore the verses and what they mean in our day to day lives. Practical instruction, insightful questions and journal prompts accompany each chapter.

My Review

If you’ve followed my blog for a long time, Laura L. Smith‘s name probably looks familiar to you. I’ve reviewed some of her teen novels. Last year I also reviewed her book HOW SWEET THE SOUND, a book which focuses on thirty hymns and God’s promises and comfort in them. This book might be considered something of a companion to that one. I loved HOW SWEET THE SOUND, and I definitely felt like I connected with a lot of the ideas in the book. So when I had the opportunity to read and review this book, I jumped at it.

I feel like one of the amazing strengths in this book is that it both lifts up spiritual ideas and gets pretty real about how hard life is and how heartbreaking it can be. I found myself nodding along with lots of the examples and questions the author asks or relates that she asked herself as she reads these Psalms, watches the news, or faces tough moments in her day.

Which, honestly, is why I love her books. They’ve all been like that for me!

Each of these thirty chapters contains some pretty real examples of hardship. But each one also encourages and reminds us of the truths in Christian faith. The chapters end with a brief section titled “Restore” which asks a couple questions or provides a journal prompt so readers can further soak in the ideas from the chapter.

I love how community-aware the book is, too. The author talks about her strategy for consuming the news– balancing the importance of staying informed with our mental health and stress relief needs. I loved that bit of practical, step-by-step advice. I also love that she lives a life connected to her community, which is something I’m not great at, but want to do better.

Just like her book on powerful hymns, RESTORE MY SOUL found me at the perfect moment. I’m super glad I read it, and I already want to give copies to a couple people in my life who I think would love this book.

Content Notes

Recommended for Ages 12 up.

Representation
The author shares stories about her Christian faith and (white middle-class) family.

Profanity/Crude Language Content
None.

Romance/Sexual Content
References to the author’s marriage.

Spiritual Content
The book focuses on thirty Psalms from the Bible, what key verses mean, and how to apply them to life in a way that deepens faith, hope, and peace.

Violent Content
Reference to a car accident, possible home intruder, and attendance at a social justice protest.

Drug Content
None.

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