We Can Never Leave
H. E. Edgmon
Wednesday Books
Published June 10, 2025
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About We Can Never Leave
Sweet Tooth meets The Raven Boys in this queer young adult contemporary fantasy about what it means to belong from H.E. Edgmon.
You can never go home…
Every day, all across the world, inhuman creatures are waking up with no memory of who they are or where they came from–and the Caravan exists to help them. The traveling community is made up of these very creatures and their families who’ve acclimated to this new existence by finding refuge in each other. That is, until the morning five teenage travelers wake to find their community has disappeared around them overnight.
Those left: a half-human who only just ran back to the Caravan with their tail between their legs, two brothers–one who can’t seem to stay out of trouble and the other who’s never been brave enough to get in it, a venomous girl with blood on her hands and a heart of gold, and the Caravan’s newest addition, a disquieting shadow in the shape of a boy. They’ll have to work together to figure out what happened the night of the disappearance, but each one of the forsaken five is white-knuckling their own secrets. And with each truth forced to light, it becomes clear this isn’t really about what happened to their people–it’s about what happened to them.
My Review
“Haunting” is a good word to describe this book. This is the story of five people who are members of a traveling cult. The timeline is broken into three different sections: before, what happens just as the story begins, and what’s happening in the present.
The cult collects people, usually children, who have magical ability and/or unique physical traits. At first, I wondered if the layers of magic and the splintered timeline would keep the experience of growing up in a cult more distant. In some ways, especially early in the story as we’re getting oriented to what’s going on, it does. In other ways, it purposely keeps us in a fog (not unlike the cult members themselves), making the moment we emerge from that fog pack a powerful punch.
The only other young adult novel I’ve read about cult experience that I can think of at the moment is The Project by Courtney Summers. They’re very different stories, but I think both emphasize that dizzying feeling that must come with constant gaslighting and deep information control. What’s true? What’s real? Why is this really happening?
In addition to the three separate timelines, the story also alternates perspective. We get chapters from the points of view of all five main characters. It’s up to us to piece together what each one knows and figure out what’s going on and who poses the greatest threat.
Conclusion
I want to say I enjoyed the book, but I’m not sure enjoyed is the right word? Like, I couldn’t stop thinking about it anytime I stopped reading. But it’s kind of meant to be disturbing. Not in a give-you-nightmares way, but in a let’s-think-about-the-harm/trauma-cults-cause kind of way.
People who enjoy dark realistic fantasy and books that give you an idea to pick apart will find lots to think about here.
Content Notes
Recommended for Ages 14 up.
Profanity/Crude Language Content
Strong profanity used sometimes.
Romance/Sexual Content
Kissing.
Spiritual Content
The characters belong to a traveling group whose members have some magical ability (one woman can float) and/or strange physical traits, such as snakes for hair or antlers.
Violent Content
References to cannibalism. Some scenes show snapshots or very brief, fractured memories of participating in a ritual killing. In a couple instances, children are fed meat that we understand comes from a member of the group.
Drug Content
One character drinks alcohol to numb feelings stemming from trauma.
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